monday night we went out for supper.. at changi village.. just when we were driving off, i saw this black lancer. The driver inside was someone i hated so much. The entire car stared at him. Well, now that i confirmed its him, i wished i showed him the middlefinger.

You were in that car before

The hardest thing for me is to say no to u. I've never said no to u before. I wished i could have said Yes, but i really really think u need more time before u can be sure of urself.. Give urself some more time. Give urself a chance to try. You might be thinkin this way right now, but maybe a month or more down the road, or even when i'm overseas, you might change ur mind?

I do hope we can resolve this maybe in a few months time.. don't worry. i do wish we can be like wat we were before.. nxt time maybe, not now..