Sunday, June 15, 2003

I'll miss u dear.. see ya dear!
hmmmm feeeling a little down and out now.. sarah's having dinner now. Guess i'm feeling like this cos i'm going in tmrw, and i am wishing i could be doing something else other than being here on the eve-evening of ocs. I would be at some restaurant spending my back-paid money tonight if not for wat happened.. haha sigh..

But guess i must be real grateful for being where i am now. I could have failed airgrading and had to go into the jungle for a meazly pay. Now i'm being paid like some rich asshole, paid for doing nothing in the near future, after tri-service. i must correct my bad spending habits. My bank fell frm 3800++ to 870++ haha.. in 1 weeks plus.

oh well.. talkin now so see you!!

I haven't been blogging in a very long long time... found blogging actually quite meaningless. haha.. well today will be a special day not cos its father's day, but cos i'm going back in to the jungles tmrw. Not back at Hendon Camp, but at OCS. As u can guess liaoz, i passed airgrading =).

I hate the jungle, especially being forced into regimentation again. After slacking for 3 months with almost no control over us, it would be really hard to step back into OCS again. I'll be feeeling like when i jus entered BMT. Alot of adaptation will be needed. Sighz.. but the idea of the nxt 3 months of regimentation being my last times of my life being in infantry control will really really spur me to see OCS thru.

Sarah's having some problems back at home today. Initially i planned to have dinner with her at somewhere nice.. but guess that plan has to go into the trash. haha. i'm gonna be confined for 3 weeks for TriService, which only lasts 4 weeks (personally i find it dumb) and it would be nice if i could see her for dinner today.. But guess i've to settle to jus seeing her during her evening "jog".

But heard life in OCS isn't as tough as in Hendon Camp. At least the beds are nicer, we're allowed to use the phone at night? And i won't be living in fear of a Commando style turnout (mind u commando turn out isn't jus falling in downstairs in the middle of the night. It involves alot of trashing of ur cupboard and messing up of everyhting u have in camp with 20 other ppl). I'm actually looking forward to the JST in Airforce Service Term. Heard its quite fun and damn relaxed.. all u need to do in rot in the jungle (for us Tekong) for 6 days and coming out alive. And during which u will be left untouched by instructors. So u basically can zzz the whole day if u can live without finding food.

But food won't be the issue either! cos u can easily ask for food frm passing by BMTC recruits.. haha....

Welll gonna leave for Sarah's "jog" now. Hope to see alot of ppl i know in OCS. And hope i get into Echo wing... well.. won't be seeing sarah for so so long. Hope she'll do fine when i get back.. Tata