I'm studying "Thunderstorms" now. Its all lightning and thunder right now outside, with BRIGHT sunlight.
Theory and Truth don't match man
Sunday, March 28, 2004
Miss Singapore
Well, i just watched Miss Singapore, Preview Show?
There is a super surprise. I really really never expected to see her on the show.
Alright, my friend's girlfriend? She qualified and got into the semis. I'm not surprised with that. Cos she's pretty hot and everything. But there was this contestant that i found familiar. Her name is Sandy Chua.
At first when i first saw her, i thought "can't be" but after that, i saw her short intro clip with her friend, it suddenly came to me that she was from the same Combi as me! Back in JC, i never bothered lookin at her. It never occured to me that she was "hot", or "pretty" infact, i always thought she was damn super act chio.
someone said "i did notice her but she was always hanging out with weird guys" Guess she didn't appeal to me. I think many others in school can try for Miss Singapore and qualify like the way she did.
I guess she has never been a "super act chio". Good luck to Sandy Chua!
by the way, whats up with the show host?!?!? her hand gestures were so un-natural, she looked so wierd and her hand movements didn't match what she was saying.. she sucked big time man!
Well, i just watched Miss Singapore, Preview Show?
There is a super surprise. I really really never expected to see her on the show.
Alright, my friend's girlfriend? She qualified and got into the semis. I'm not surprised with that. Cos she's pretty hot and everything. But there was this contestant that i found familiar. Her name is Sandy Chua.
At first when i first saw her, i thought "can't be" but after that, i saw her short intro clip with her friend, it suddenly came to me that she was from the same Combi as me! Back in JC, i never bothered lookin at her. It never occured to me that she was "hot", or "pretty" infact, i always thought she was damn super act chio.
someone said "i did notice her but she was always hanging out with weird guys" Guess she didn't appeal to me. I think many others in school can try for Miss Singapore and qualify like the way she did.
I guess she has never been a "super act chio". Good luck to Sandy Chua!
by the way, whats up with the show host?!?!? her hand gestures were so un-natural, she looked so wierd and her hand movements didn't match what she was saying.. she sucked big time man!
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
monday night we went out for supper.. at changi village.. just when we were driving off, i saw this black lancer. The driver inside was someone i hated so much. The entire car stared at him. Well, now that i confirmed its him, i wished i showed him the middlefinger.
You were in that car before
The hardest thing for me is to say no to u. I've never said no to u before. I wished i could have said Yes, but i really really think u need more time before u can be sure of urself.. Give urself some more time. Give urself a chance to try. You might be thinkin this way right now, but maybe a month or more down the road, or even when i'm overseas, you might change ur mind?
I do hope we can resolve this maybe in a few months time.. don't worry. i do wish we can be like wat we were before.. nxt time maybe, not now..
You were in that car before
The hardest thing for me is to say no to u. I've never said no to u before. I wished i could have said Yes, but i really really think u need more time before u can be sure of urself.. Give urself some more time. Give urself a chance to try. You might be thinkin this way right now, but maybe a month or more down the road, or even when i'm overseas, you might change ur mind?
I do hope we can resolve this maybe in a few months time.. don't worry. i do wish we can be like wat we were before.. nxt time maybe, not now..
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
I don't wan to take engineering!!! my science friends who applied and got into a non science based course had their UCPTS scholarship for pilots rejected!!! i got accepted into NTU enginneering but i don't wan to take it!
I jus applied for business at smu and NUS. i really really hope and hope...!!!
I jus applied for business at smu and NUS. i really really hope and hope...!!!
Monday, March 22, 2004
I just finished my test..
Bought espresso last night. haha it got me thru till 2 am.. and at 1 am i took a caffine pill.. 30mg of caffine i think equals to 3 cups of coffee, but concentrated somemore.. haha.. will i did from caffine poisoning? well.. when we were zzzing, it seems like were too active to zzz.. haha we talked till so damn late before we finally shuttup and know wat was good for ourselves..
good luck to me!
Bought espresso last night. haha it got me thru till 2 am.. and at 1 am i took a caffine pill.. 30mg of caffine i think equals to 3 cups of coffee, but concentrated somemore.. haha.. will i did from caffine poisoning? well.. when we were zzzing, it seems like were too active to zzz.. haha we talked till so damn late before we finally shuttup and know wat was good for ourselves..
good luck to me!
Saturday, March 20, 2004
Happy bday Samuel!
Anyway, it has been a very eventful week.. So many new people booked in with us on sunday. They're all old friends from AirForce Service Term in OCS. They're all gonna commission as officers soon.. damn it.
And there goes Saravanan complaining they get to commission one batch earlier than him though we were from the same batch. And there i continued that i still have 1 year 3 mths to go before going anywhere close to being commission! that really sucks to think about it. Why the hell must the queue for pearce be so dman long.
Aircraft system 1 was so damn technical that it became so boring. I'll be listening to lessons, and just the next moment, i'll find myself waking up.. I don't even realise i slept. Has anyone here felt that before? Butterfly effect? Well, i guess only army guys experience that.
This morning, after lessons, i went back to bed to zzz.. i woke up to find Lt Daryl infront of me, shouting "BAN ZAI!" the nxt moment i saw him jumpin high up in the air towards me.. Instintively, i raised my leg into him, and ya.. Inflicted as much pain into him as he did into me.
Lala.. any howz... going off for dinner already.. its samuel's bday..
Anyway, it has been a very eventful week.. So many new people booked in with us on sunday. They're all old friends from AirForce Service Term in OCS. They're all gonna commission as officers soon.. damn it.
And there goes Saravanan complaining they get to commission one batch earlier than him though we were from the same batch. And there i continued that i still have 1 year 3 mths to go before going anywhere close to being commission! that really sucks to think about it. Why the hell must the queue for pearce be so dman long.
Aircraft system 1 was so damn technical that it became so boring. I'll be listening to lessons, and just the next moment, i'll find myself waking up.. I don't even realise i slept. Has anyone here felt that before? Butterfly effect? Well, i guess only army guys experience that.
This morning, after lessons, i went back to bed to zzz.. i woke up to find Lt Daryl infront of me, shouting "BAN ZAI!" the nxt moment i saw him jumpin high up in the air towards me.. Instintively, i raised my leg into him, and ya.. Inflicted as much pain into him as he did into me.
Lala.. any howz... going off for dinner already.. its samuel's bday..
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
Aircraft Systems
we started on a new topic. Its called aircraft system, and its toooo abstract for us man..
"Hydralic systems, this tube connects to this valve.... than to that container.... pump... valve.. than back to the container.... and here.. and there..."
what the fuck is this about.
i fear for my nxt test.
the text book is so "unreadable".
we started on a new topic. Its called aircraft system, and its toooo abstract for us man..
"Hydralic systems, this tube connects to this valve.... than to that container.... pump... valve.. than back to the container.... and here.. and there..."
what the fuck is this about.
i fear for my nxt test.
the text book is so "unreadable".
Sunday, March 14, 2004
Sorry. Its not like the way u think it is. Its not. But there is nothing i can say to convince u. But its really not. I'm so sorry for thinkin this way. It hurts when u cried. U didn't even cry when u broke up with me. It really hurts so see u sad. I can't make it up jus by sayin sorry. But there isn't anything else i can say but sorry.
Please don't be angry with me anymore. Please forgive me. I'm not dismissing the future. But not in the near future. I dunno wat to type anymore.
I wan to see u happy again.
Sorry.
Please don't be angry with me anymore. Please forgive me. I'm not dismissing the future. But not in the near future. I dunno wat to type anymore.
I wan to see u happy again.
Sorry.
Saturday, March 13, 2004
$$$
I'm bankrupt... after a series of accumulated bills from insurance and many other services, i'm left with 2/3 of my pay.. whats new.. this month is worst in my life man.. worse than that month that i had to pay for minor repairs to the car.. sigh..
Need to find alternatives man.. No mess. No eatin canteen food.. i'll settle for free SFI food in the cookhouse. No more drivin my corolla like an F1. I'll save petrol that way.. No using the phone as if its free. No buying of clothes, CDs or anything. I betta not damage the car. My target.. Only spend $600 this month. I always do that in JC, i'll do that again! But back then, no petrol at all!.. well now i don't have food to pay for.. argh..
The guys betta not go Malaysia Go-Kart. Or else i'll really really become a begger.
I'll never borrow money from anyone this month! it'll only make the nxt worse..
I'm bankrupt... after a series of accumulated bills from insurance and many other services, i'm left with 2/3 of my pay.. whats new.. this month is worst in my life man.. worse than that month that i had to pay for minor repairs to the car.. sigh..
Need to find alternatives man.. No mess. No eatin canteen food.. i'll settle for free SFI food in the cookhouse. No more drivin my corolla like an F1. I'll save petrol that way.. No using the phone as if its free. No buying of clothes, CDs or anything. I betta not damage the car. My target.. Only spend $600 this month. I always do that in JC, i'll do that again! But back then, no petrol at all!.. well now i don't have food to pay for.. argh..
The guys betta not go Malaysia Go-Kart. Or else i'll really really become a begger.
I'll never borrow money from anyone this month! it'll only make the nxt worse..
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
Saturday, March 06, 2004
Complain Complain, Whine Whine
I had enough of all the idiots there who just refuse to count their blessings and just stop complaining, and just grow the up.
I hate people who go around complaining about the SAF, go around complaining about the food, go around complaining about the traffic police, go around acting like an inmature freak. Especially when they are my coursemates.
Some pilot trainee was discharged cos of some reasons that were obviously his fault, and was made to pay about $40,000++. When we signed on as Pilots, we were told that Breeching of Contract has a minimum cap of 250,000 or something like that. But that guy was made to pay $40k.
"ONLY??!?! So u mean what they told us about the minimum cap was fake? We were cheated?" How in the flyin fuck did the SAF being compassionate to this pilot trainee become cheatin the rest of us? So what will u say if the SAF asked him to compensate the maximum minimum cap? "Damn uncompassionate"? Will these people just use their brains and just a little bit of maturity before they make stupid comments.
"COL XYZ is crazy man, cos he said he likes military life. He works everyday till late at night and he is still happy with the job"
"He is a COL for a reason. He worked for it" - me
"But he is crazy!"
WHere in this world, can u climb up the ladder without even using any hardworK? U think everything just comes to u so easily without workin for it? Maybe the person who said can go become a GIGGLO cos he acts like one. Even then he needs to work hard and stop being spoilt to be a rich gigglo.
"SAF food sucks"
Seriously the food doesn't suck. I feel damn cheesed off when people jus say "Lunch in canteen? I can't stand eatin SAF food man!" One reason why they should stop these nonsense. T-H-E F-O-O-D T-A-S-T-E O-K
I am really wondering how am i gonna spend 1 freaking year with these WHINY assholes in pearce.
I had enough of all the idiots there who just refuse to count their blessings and just stop complaining, and just grow the up.
I hate people who go around complaining about the SAF, go around complaining about the food, go around complaining about the traffic police, go around acting like an inmature freak. Especially when they are my coursemates.
Some pilot trainee was discharged cos of some reasons that were obviously his fault, and was made to pay about $40,000++. When we signed on as Pilots, we were told that Breeching of Contract has a minimum cap of 250,000 or something like that. But that guy was made to pay $40k.
"ONLY??!?! So u mean what they told us about the minimum cap was fake? We were cheated?" How in the flyin fuck did the SAF being compassionate to this pilot trainee become cheatin the rest of us? So what will u say if the SAF asked him to compensate the maximum minimum cap? "Damn uncompassionate"? Will these people just use their brains and just a little bit of maturity before they make stupid comments.
"COL XYZ is crazy man, cos he said he likes military life. He works everyday till late at night and he is still happy with the job"
"He is a COL for a reason. He worked for it" - me
"But he is crazy!"
WHere in this world, can u climb up the ladder without even using any hardworK? U think everything just comes to u so easily without workin for it? Maybe the person who said can go become a GIGGLO cos he acts like one. Even then he needs to work hard and stop being spoilt to be a rich gigglo.
"SAF food sucks"
Seriously the food doesn't suck. I feel damn cheesed off when people jus say "Lunch in canteen? I can't stand eatin SAF food man!" One reason why they should stop these nonsense. T-H-E F-O-O-D T-A-S-T-E O-K
I am really wondering how am i gonna spend 1 freaking year with these WHINY assholes in pearce.
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
Horse Racing
I heard that there was cross country finals today.. and A div was to be done at 5 pm.. So i decided to take a drive after work.
With Keegan's help, we found our way to the car park right nxt to the Racin track. It was damn cool. On the way in, i saw this Sec school girl, with nice legs =) cryin on floor right nxt to the road with 2 friends takin care of her. The later cried until she hyper-ventilated as i was drivin out.
But the main event was the Horse Racing. Err i mean cross country. It was such a big big field with such a long long track for them to run. I can imagine what are they thinkin as they run. "Wah fuck why i join cross country" "What!!! another BEND???!!" i respect these people man.
The atmosphere in the grand stand was so similiar to horse racin too. Can imagine all the councilers takin bets and every cheerin out their horse number. hee..
I heard that there was cross country finals today.. and A div was to be done at 5 pm.. So i decided to take a drive after work.
With Keegan's help, we found our way to the car park right nxt to the Racin track. It was damn cool. On the way in, i saw this Sec school girl, with nice legs =) cryin on floor right nxt to the road with 2 friends takin care of her. The later cried until she hyper-ventilated as i was drivin out.
But the main event was the Horse Racing. Err i mean cross country. It was such a big big field with such a long long track for them to run. I can imagine what are they thinkin as they run. "Wah fuck why i join cross country" "What!!! another BEND???!!" i respect these people man.
The atmosphere in the grand stand was so similiar to horse racin too. Can imagine all the councilers takin bets and every cheerin out their horse number. hee..
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
"Errr.. ok, u all can go for ur lunch break now.
If i don't come back by 1330hr, wait la.. errr
If i don't come back by 1400hr, wait..
If i'm not back by 1500hr, its ur sports time right? so.. u all go for sports la."
That has been my daily routine for the last 2 days. Quite fun. I've been havin more zzz than i ever had in my entire life. I haven't been feelin well. Went to see doctor today. I was thinkin, Muscle Aches, Fever, Diarrehoea, Vomitting, i've read this before in a book, "Hot Zone", maybe i have ebola.
No i don't. I don't even have an MC..
okok i think i betta rush abck to my bunk now.. I'm havin a horrible stomache right now. argh.
If i don't come back by 1330hr, wait la.. errr
If i don't come back by 1400hr, wait..
If i'm not back by 1500hr, its ur sports time right? so.. u all go for sports la."
That has been my daily routine for the last 2 days. Quite fun. I've been havin more zzz than i ever had in my entire life. I haven't been feelin well. Went to see doctor today. I was thinkin, Muscle Aches, Fever, Diarrehoea, Vomitting, i've read this before in a book, "Hot Zone", maybe i have ebola.
No i don't. I don't even have an MC..
okok i think i betta rush abck to my bunk now.. I'm havin a horrible stomache right now. argh.