Aftermath


200m mark

"30 s! Keep it up!" Keefe (pronounced as keith) was screaming at me.
I was saying "What the fuck! i'm dead this time"


After passing the baton

Collapsed on the floor, feeling all dizzy, trying to catch my breath. I didn't wan to be on the floor. I stood up went to Huson and Keefe. "3min 15s" 10s betta than my best.

Walked around and decided to ly down again. Had a damn bad headache. ANd i'm still having that headache.
I'm glad i maintained the gap. That guy in front of me brought the best out of me.

But the team lost. It was our pet event and we lost. Nevermind. 2 more months of training. We shall be the next winners.

Carbo Loading

I love carbo loading.

Eating more rice with more gravy. More food that i've always wanted to over eat. Eating late into the night at 10 pm, my favourite japanese noodle, Soba. Eat and eat and eat and grow fat, all in the name of sports.


Tmrw is my 1km x 10 relay. We are supposed to carbo load yesterday night and this morning.

Meanwhile, i'm Trying to get into the frame of mind where I feel no pain. Running 1km is not easy. In fact its not a run, its a sprint for me.

0-200m Sprint all i can. Get to the end at 35s mark. Feel like my legs are falling apart. Wondering how the fuck am i gonna go on. I'm only 1/5 of the way.

200-600m Sprint some more. Finish this round in 1min 20 seconds. By now, legs are numb, the "wondering how the fuck" is now gone and i struggle to finish. At the 600m mark, my anus loses its ability to close.. and i feel like shitting.

600-800m Go go go! supposed to complete 600-1000 in another 1min 15 seconds. By now i'm happier. Its only another round. I struggle to open my strides. Wondering how the fuck am i gonna sprint the last 200m.

800m-1km! (last 200m) SPRINT!!! I try to run so fucking fast, but i'm too fuckin fast i realise i'm only thinkin that i'm running fast! IN fact i'm only struggling to keep up.

If i follow this timing, i'll complete the 1km run in 3min 10s. I challenge anyone to meet that. ThaT is the plan. Plans are meant not to work. I've trained so much for the lst month, i only run 3min 25 seconds.

Trying to make myself immune of pain now. Shall forget what ever i typed just about... NOW!

Yay!

"...In particular, our Economics program is also heavily oversubscribed, only 1 in 6 gets selected. I am delighted to let you know that you have not only won a coveted place at SMU but the course of your choice as well -- the Bachelor of Science (Economics) program! My heartiest congratulations!..."

I never thought i will be accepted into SMU.. i had a good interview, but my essay writing was bad.. i only took 15 mins of thne 30 mins given to me and i wrote like only one page of essay.. the topics were so not my cup of tea.. I was so happy to be accepted that i immediately click on the confirm link, until i saw this.

"To confirm your acceptance, a non-refundable confirmation deposit of $300 (inclusive of 5% GST) is required. This deposit will be offset against the Miscellaneous Fees payable when you enrol at SMU. "

No one told me about the money. Maybe another day. Stingy Pehon has no money. Will ask my dad.

Silver spoon

People born with the silver spoon.. they never need to worry about the lack of money. Once they finish what they spend, all they need to do is ask their mummys and daddys for refills.

"U think people eat sushi tei, cafe cartel, jacksplace, bakers inn, blah blah every single day, every single meal? U think they can afford it every day? $30 (per meal) x 2 times a day x 30 days=1800"

"But my mom brings me to Sushi Tei every single day"

"Ur mom is rich. She drives a S280 and owns a big big house"

"But every time i meet my friends, we also go eat at nice places"

"Do u meet ur friends everysingle day? everysingle meal?"

Will rich kids just grow outta of it? How the hell am i gonna afford eating those nice place food every day, pay for my petrol, pay for my insurance, pay for my phone bills, pay for my everything! I've got to go bankrupt just paying for food.

"even people like ks and jesmine don't eat those food everyday.."

"Really?" *gives me the unconvinced look*

*DUH!*

Wished i could live like them, not caring about money, have everything taken care of by parents who are filty rich, eat good food every single day.

Well, i'm happy just being modest and eating home most of the time, eating fast food and hawker food. Its more realistic, living a life that i can afford, rather than struggling to keep up with luxurious living not many can afford. I'm down to $299 im my bank. I'm gonna be even more stingy, having 15 more days left to the month.

Come along if u want.

lol so funny going for some modeling audition tmrw with sarah! so out of pt.. this guy jus stopped us on our tracks askin us to go for the audition. the funny thing was i was about to shoo him off thinkin he was some christian preacher cos he had a donation flag on his tie..

ITs official.. I've over spent once again.. Down to a few hundred dollars AGAIN! i'm dead pissed with myself. Argh.... Why why why??!?!

Today in training for the 1 km x 10 relay challenge, we trained as usual, and we did 800m x2 intervals. I tell u, the first 800 m we could run our targeted timing.. 2min 30s, but the nxt 800, i could only get a 3 min.. while some others got timings like 3min30s.. our legs could not move at all..

Anyway, looks like i created a large storm with the previous entry. Was just typing what i was thinking about. Cos i've been very troubled by my incredible spending abilities.

Everytime i seee people i know, they always ask the same old question. "So when are u leaving?" Although they asked the same question like less than 1 day ago. Ask and ask and ask, its very tiring to answer the same question to the same people every single day. I mean its alright if out of no where they ask, maybe once in a while.

And i dropped my 7200 yesterday. But its ok dont worry hee

Watched passion of the christ yesterday.. thought it was damn super good..

But i've been thinkin alot.. Owners? or leaders of the Churches? Like City Harvest and the rich churches.. Well.. i wished i could look into the minds of these people. They drive cars bigger and more expensive than most of us.. They draw pay from church doners every single day. These people are awfully rich. I wished i could jus see into their minds and see if they really are servants of Christ, or bussinessmen of Christ.
and
On Saturdays, do they look at the church go-ers and rejoice over the fact that they are being saved and know the truth, or do they look at the church go-ers, and think "Donations are coming in."

Hah u all stop guessing who is it! cos you won't guess it...

SzeMin.. I wanted to ask u to give me a photo!!! but jus didn't have time to do it.. cos i've never been home.. haha

No sarah, haha i wasn't mocking u! lol.... accuse me of something i never do.. argh.. never a new site will be up soon. haha

I caused my dad to go to court for overdue fine.. shit.. i always pay my fines.. dunno why this fine wasn't paid.. i always go to AXS stations to see what fines did i have unpaid...

And i have a new found hate for somebody. This is REAL hate, more real than jus being irritated. If i could, i wouldn't mind leaving with 122 or 124.

Pageant Elevates Unknown Girl To Heaven

Well, unknown at least to me.. Sandy Chua, someone who i would never have imagined would represent Singapore in any international Pageant, actually trashed everyone else and got crowned.

I got to admit that she did look good in the show, but i got to remind all u people out there, i never ever noticed her before in school. haha Anyway, well done man.

Quite sad for my friend, or should i say quite happy for him. His gf didn't make it to top 5, so sad for her.. But for him, at least she stays here in singapore with him. haha

And i can't believe the 1st runner up actually beat the 2nd runner up! the 2nd runner up is so much betta lookin...

Shit.. i made the flash thing.. full of features.. but it looks awful... bear with it for a while. gonna make another one by nxt week =)