In case u were wondering, yeah... i'm not staying in.. haha.. went to work on monday as usual and after the morning brief, the commander went
"This will concern all those who are going to australia soon..." my heart skipped one beat.."... after a final meeting yesterday, we decided that you all will not be needed to stay in"

man.. haha u won't understand how happy we all were.. haha i could not believe my ears.. haha and master hoo jus came to us and say to us with his very corny face "wah you all very lucky ah"

anyway, i guess its almost confirmed that i'm leaving on saturday night.. haha.. Just got my flight suit today! haha looks quite cooL! haha.. nvm. shall not say anymore... will be taking alot of photos in aust..l oh well. yeah.. okok.. nothign much else to say liaoz. so tata~!

Today was quite a busy day, ran around here and there.. but luckily i was allowed to do the things in my car in the morning with 3 other guys while the others had to do it in the afternoon walking.. haha.. but its damn stupid. cos we needed to get 2 chops on our medical certs, and collect our jackets at the same time in another camp jus nxt door (but u need to go a big round to the main pass office to draw the passes).. and so we went to get 1 chop done and collected our jackets, and the moment we got back to our Airforce School, our Lt YiTat was like "where is the other chop!!"... and he happily pointed it out to KieZin and promptly KieZin remembered that indeed we needed to get 2 chops... I so wanted 2 strangle him.. and than so i am the one with the car, i drove this time, only 2 of us with all the documents down back there, round the big round to the building that is actually 100m frm where we were.

So than the story didn't end here.. we got the things chop and we drove back, and walked back to our class rooms... It was than when KieZin passed it to LT YiTat that he realised that he only had 3 of the documents when infact we left with 4.. so i was feeling so fucked up that i gave him the keys and he went alone.. poor thing.. but when he went back with the last document, that dick head told me he drove my car around the carpark.. !IdiOt!

And in the evening the moment i steped into class after my soccer, someone was like "Eh pehon ah.. Are you crying?.... No not crying? ... oH u dunno about it.. Its quite probable we have 2 stay over tmrw afternoon onwards" I was like yes i wanna cry.. i have my date with sarah on saturday and they want me to stay over... sigh.. nvm for king and country..

And if u ppl wanna know if i am staying over? ask me directly.. cos i dun wan to publish it online.. haha.. kk byebye!

heyhey.. ahha woke up pretty late today and was almost late.. luckily the traffic was good today and i could drive at 100km/h for most of the journey.. haha.. got there jus in time when everyone was falling in ready for roll call.. Jus learnt that this stage of my training is the only phase where the pilot trainee can go home everyday... when i come back frm aust and frm going to OCS onwards, i wont be able to enjoy this.. quite sad actually.. but i'm pretty glad that i won't be doing anymore things in Hendon Camp if i go thru successfully..

Realised that people who have not been to Commando or Naval Diver trainings wished that they were frm there, wheras people who went thru wished they didn't need to go thru the training.. ahha.. So many of the tekong ppl that i talked to wished that they were in my shoes... Yeah.. they only see the glamourous part where ppl would wow when u say u in commando, but they don't see the aftermath of the turnouts where u have 2 go down to beach road again to buy 100 dollars worth of things that u lost throughout the turnouts.. ahha.. basically. oh well.. a turnout isn't pleasant.. Ask me personally if u wanna know more.. haha.. don't really wan to post it on the net.. its dangerous know. really.. no joke.. true life experience..

Finally got my flight suit, and sigh.. one suit is an old pair while the other one is a new pair.. haha.. at least i'm betta than the others where both were old. haha. and i think the badges that we got look quite cool.. even our name tag.. but the airgrader badge looks very amateur.. haha. its a very lousily and plained designed badge.. but i don't mind it.. haha.. other ppl frm other camp might not even have anything else other than their name tag.. haha.. yeah..

People tend to be very unsatisfied with what they have eh? haha.. like me now, i'm like expecting so much more when i don't realise actually i'm having an easier life than my counterparts in Changi.. haha.. used 2 be very sad cos i could not drink soft drinks in camp, but now that i can buy it anytime i want, i get fustrated cos i don't have enough money to buy drinks.. haha.. why? cos i spent 700++ on a digi cam and paid a whole load of crap to Airforce School and i oso have not got my overseas allowance and no pay yet.. haha.. well.. will get alll the pay in june.. 1 whole lump sum of 2000+ in june.. haha.. will be a happy boy.. until then.. haha..

And something quite fucked up, i already planned to go to some thing with sarah this Friday? but today my seniors informed us that we have to go for a dinner on Friday as well. some farewell dinner for our seniors.. haha.. sianz.. and its compulsory some more.. 20$ some more! how sian!... i really really don't wan to go to the Airforce dinner.. i wanna go to the thing with sarah... why? cos i promised her how freaking long ago.. sigh.. but i'm hoping that she remember wrongly and her thing is actually saturday instead.. more logical in the first place to have a bday dinner on saturday right? yeah.. my logic..

no body has ever talked to u that way?
well.. i've never talked to any body that way b4...

hello everyone and tim young.. haha jus wanna tell u tim, that "I'M SO GLAD I'M OUT OF THE PLACE!" haha.. that thrusday, eve of good friday, i saw my x-buddy at far east.. haha he was going for a hair cut and he only jus booked out at 6 pm.. and he needs to book in back in on good friday at 6pm.. haha was so sad for him.. walked around with him for a while and he was telling me how life in there was so diff frm BMT.. every instructor and even the warrant officer who was such a nice fatherly figure to everyone became devils.. right Tim? Your poor bowl must be suffering so much in there right? haha..

But i really missed the fat burning activities there in the camp.. haha u basically sweat frm morning to night..haha.. sometimes at night u oso sweat.., but that was before my bedside standing fan came.. anyway, i'm very proud of myself.. haha yesterday i did 400 crunches, 150 flutter kicks and 150 push ups and alot of pullups in sets.. haha. oh well, but i'm still fat.. sigh...hope the fats will go away very soon. haha..

Its a sunday today, and i got nothing to do... guess i'm gonna stone at home today.. haven't been at home at all since i got into the Army.. even after i got into Airforce, i only went home to zzz.. so gonna make my mummy happy today.. =) haha... kk enjoy your sundays guys! And gals..

oh weelll.. went all the way to sentosa with my dearie, and jus when we were gonna settle for one good nice site, the rain came falling down.. haha.. could see that sarah was so sad.. *hug* pls don't be so sad.. luckily i had the car! lol.. feel so powerful with a car.. can go anywhere i wanted.. haha dropped her at underwater world and she got herself a tatoo... one of those temp ones that is.. haha.. yeah.. and after that went for a movie! Hahaa.. you won't believe how crowded the cine was man, in this season of sars, ppl still dare to go to cinemas.. i'm quite surprised to see the cine at great world to be so crowded...haha..

oh well...l at least i could spend dinner with her at her house.. haha was quite surprised to know that her mom actually asked me to go for dinner...hhaha *happy* man all the good food.. her mom is quite a good cookk... jus like my mom *hmph* lol.. and man was i trigger happy with my digi cam.. haha.. it was so fun to keep taking photos.. haha and yah.. it was quite funny cos her mom was like bbqing half way and it started raining? hah and her auntie took an umbrella and bbqed in the rain.. haha. oh crapping again. but it seemed like today what ever we wanted to do, it would be distrubed by mr rain.. sigh..

anyway, sarah's been low and down lately? haha.. been there b4.. so.. hope she recovers fast fast.. =)

haha concluded another slack day and i am so happy cos my daddy allowed me to use the car.. for a few more days. haha.. man.. the buses are jus too expensive for my lousy pay... for now.. *grinz* until i get my goooood pay... *grinz*

tmrw we're going to the beach.. most likely, and actually i'm not that enthu.. why? Cos i've gained obvious ammount of fats since the days of field camp.. haha.. remembering the time when i jus left tekong the hell hole, and i looked at the mirror, i was pleasantly surprised.. haha lost so so so much weight! haha.. but ya.. the 4 days of off in due, i ate and ate and ate supper lunch x2 dinnerx2 breakfastx2, the fats came back again, and of cos, now i have nothing much physicals to do? the obvious is happening.. haha.. been trying to run alot at Airforce school, but wat ever i'm doing can't compare to wat i did with the red berets.. haha.. wanna lose weight? go to the commandos.. or at least their field camp.. haha...

but anyway, some of my ppl in my airgrading class are leaving this Sunday... fortunately and unfortunately, i'm leaving on the second of nxt month.. haha.. bad cos i am really really getting bored of life now at work, and good cos of Sarah.. haha at least she has more time to get my present ready =) lol! oh well... actually everyone was hoping to go the second batch of ppl to aust, but now i don't mind replacing anyone.. but its impossible cos yah... anyway, good luck to those people!

ps. some idiot who i totally hate was supposed 2 go this sunday? but cos he took mc? now he is going aust with me! ah!!! thats damn bad!!! i was initially so happy he was gonna be gone! *sigh*..

I dunno why, but lately i've been very listless, and waking up has really being a chore.. its not like i am so busy in the Airforce, in fact life is so much easier than my previous life. But i really dunno why i've been so so tired.. waking up with all sort of back ache and stuff.. and yeah, these are still not symptoms of SARS, so don't worry.. haha..oh ya actually the sars incident occured quite suddenly to me.. cos i was some what in camp for a long time, i forgot whether it was during my field camp or something, and did not had any contact with the outside world, and the moment i booked out and realise there was this epidemic going around, imagine how shocked i was. All the news we were exposed to in camp were the war news and crap.. haha..

Anyway, this is my first blog entry with my lap top.. haha.. i've kinda developed a kind of hatred for someone in my Airfoce course. haha i think leong koon knows very well who am i talkiing about, and the thing is that its not only me who is feeling this way.. half the ppl in my class has already developed this hate for this guy.. haha.. i shall not elaborate.. i jus hope he gets out of my life b4 i punch him..

my daddy has been very kind lately, and has been allowing me to drive to work almost everyday.. actually almost everyday last week, and this week i jus feel to paiseh to ask some more.. haha.. the corolla is a very budget, but nice car.. it takes sometimes less than 50 dollars to top it up to full and the fuel consumption is really low man. haha..

I guess this entry is quite crappy.. jumping frm topic to topic.. lol... well.. been very tired these days and this is kind of getting into somebody's nerves... oh well.. there is really nothing i can do to make myself less tired... so... so be it..

its been a long long time since i posted something here.. haha. its been a very very exciting month or so for me.. haha first of all, I'M OUT OF COMMANDO!!!! haha good news eh?

Yeah.. our bmt was postpone to a week later than the others in BMTC.. so BMT was over and i had to stay in Hendon camp for one week while the others continued BCT.. so all i did was slack in camp the previous week.. not actually slacking all the way.. i got to help out with all the "sai kang" in camp.. yeah. and we had our POP on the 6th this month and we booked out.. the others only had one civilian bag to carry, but i had my civi bag and my ali-ba-ba bag.. haha.. really really heavy.. basically i brought back my whole cupboard..

Booked back in on sunday night and the nxt morning, did our "leaving camp" admin. it was quite screwed up cos there was suppoosed to have a vehicle to ferry us to Airforce school? but in the end there wasn't one, so we were told to take a cab, or wait in camp for a vehicle to be avaliable.. haha.. we chosed the obvious.. ESCAPE HELL!

And so we started our life in airforce, and right on the first day, we had a surprise.. we were told to wear our new rank! haha.. all the way frm private to an Officer Cadet.. haha how cool right.. now my uniform looks more complete.. and more outstanding.. this white stripe on my shoulder... haha.. and life in airforce needed some adapting.. firstly, i finally can msg sarah anything i want and secondly, there is really alot of freedom.. haha.. shall not go into that. haha.. =)

and so.. the summary for my last 2 weeks! haha..