Flying to me, is like a drug.


The joy of being up in the air, being in control of the aircraft, being in control of all three axis is the best thing i can ask for.


But if i don't get to fly, I start to feel moody.

And cos of that, i become short tempered. I get irritated with the slightest thing. The smallest mistake made by juniors i get overly angry.

And most of all, when i don't get to fly, i feel like killing the usual few people who complain day and night about being pushed for flying. The same few people who rejoice over not being planned and the same few who grumble about havin too much to do.


How ever when i do get to fly, i'm not moody.

and cos of that, i am good tempered and i forgive every mother fucker even if they make the biggest mistake, even when they deserve a beating.

But i still feel like killing the same few people, when they are up to their vices AGAIN.


I think i'm getting more and more violent and more vulgar.