Thursday, October 23, 2003
Thought of the day..
"I've found what's truly sacred in life's small things...Hopefully, the world can be changed through acts of kindness, acts of affection and love--the idea of doing normal, everyday things that actually have an effect down the line...Be kind. Because the opposite works as well. You can send your hatred to the future. And we all know the end result."
hmmmm i dunno what that really means? but i think it kinda summarises how i feel about what i've been doing for the past week or two.. haha well.. ..
"I've found what's truly sacred in life's small things...Hopefully, the world can be changed through acts of kindness, acts of affection and love--the idea of doing normal, everyday things that actually have an effect down the line...Be kind. Because the opposite works as well. You can send your hatred to the future. And we all know the end result."
hmmmm i dunno what that really means? but i think it kinda summarises how i feel about what i've been doing for the past week or two.. haha well.. ..
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
"u wan to use the car? go ahead and use! don't spend ur money on this 30k car! from tuesday onwards, u can use all u want" -dad
"but u always talk cock one. U say this now, later u change liaoz." -me
"no la wont! from tuesday onwards, when i'm less busy u can use already" -dad
And so stupid me agreed, not buying the car and now, here i am again fighting over the fucking car again.. i hate people who go against wat they promise..
Oh and by the way, today i was almost summoned by police right smack at KAP.haha i was turning into KAP and i was kinda distracted, and so i went into the lane opposite to the flow of traffic. haha and it so happened that of all things, a car was there, and of all cars, a police car was there. If only i had such luck in other things.
THe police men inside immediately asked me to stop and they got me out of the car. yeah..
"did u know i can give u 12 demerit points and u are gone?" -him
"really? for not getting into and accident?" -me
"yeah." -him
"oh ok sorry." -me
and so it was settled he told me to go off and not given a summon. So i went to park my car at KAP, all pissed off with my luck, and just as i was about to walk up the ramp frm the carpark, i saw the same QX4300 police car right at the park entrance.. haha they *honk* at me and one of them approached me.. asked me for my name address and number..
"wat is this for?" -me
"don't worry. not booking u. jus giving u a warning and this goes into our records" -him
"can like that one ah." -me
"yes"-him
and my point here is, i did not get any letter frm him, and all i did was write my details on his stupid piece of paper. My question here is was wat the police men did legal on its own? was it right to get my details for this? and me not getting a "reciept" or anything? i mean couldn't he get it frm their little computer when he took my licence away at first? anyone out there who studies traffic law.. pls.. btw, the police car was a QX...
"but u always talk cock one. U say this now, later u change liaoz." -me
"no la wont! from tuesday onwards, when i'm less busy u can use already" -dad
And so stupid me agreed, not buying the car and now, here i am again fighting over the fucking car again.. i hate people who go against wat they promise..
Oh and by the way, today i was almost summoned by police right smack at KAP.haha i was turning into KAP and i was kinda distracted, and so i went into the lane opposite to the flow of traffic. haha and it so happened that of all things, a car was there, and of all cars, a police car was there. If only i had such luck in other things.
THe police men inside immediately asked me to stop and they got me out of the car. yeah..
"did u know i can give u 12 demerit points and u are gone?" -him
"really? for not getting into and accident?" -me
"yeah." -him
"oh ok sorry." -me
and so it was settled he told me to go off and not given a summon. So i went to park my car at KAP, all pissed off with my luck, and just as i was about to walk up the ramp frm the carpark, i saw the same QX4300 police car right at the park entrance.. haha they *honk* at me and one of them approached me.. asked me for my name address and number..
"wat is this for?" -me
"don't worry. not booking u. jus giving u a warning and this goes into our records" -him
"can like that one ah." -me
"yes"-him
and my point here is, i did not get any letter frm him, and all i did was write my details on his stupid piece of paper. My question here is was wat the police men did legal on its own? was it right to get my details for this? and me not getting a "reciept" or anything? i mean couldn't he get it frm their little computer when he took my licence away at first? anyone out there who studies traffic law.. pls.. btw, the police car was a QX...
Monday, October 20, 2003
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me
Sunday, October 19, 2003
Just the other day, i think it was on friday, i was at Sambawang Airbase for attachment at the Training Squadrons. The people who made it thru BWC in pearce and get posted to heli wil continue training here..
We were talking to the trainees there and we asked about the breakup rate with the gfs here in singapore, while they are there.. It was quite encouraging. Mostly only 1 breakups and for this 115 BWC course, no one broke up over there.
Well. than we went on talking.
The officer trainee "As a pilot trainee, you won't get to spend much time in Singapore. U might suffer now, but when u come back u can enjoy ur life."
Ryan "So actually not many people break up anyway?"
The off trainee "Yeah. U do hear many things about gf breaking up with the trainees, but in actual fact, alot more people hold on to their relationship over there in Perth."
Me "Hmmm.. so wat the use of all these if i don't have a gf man.." ".. Ryan, actually if u ask me now, if i was allowed to have her back, at the price of my pilot job, i'll glady do that.."
Ryan "You're crazy man.. its only for this period of time that u will feel this way man.."
Yeah i agree with wat he said. Its most likely only for this period of time that i'll feeel like this. But guess it'll take a hell lot of time and pain to get over this stage.
We were talking to the trainees there and we asked about the breakup rate with the gfs here in singapore, while they are there.. It was quite encouraging. Mostly only 1 breakups and for this 115 BWC course, no one broke up over there.
Well. than we went on talking.
The officer trainee "As a pilot trainee, you won't get to spend much time in Singapore. U might suffer now, but when u come back u can enjoy ur life."
Ryan "So actually not many people break up anyway?"
The off trainee "Yeah. U do hear many things about gf breaking up with the trainees, but in actual fact, alot more people hold on to their relationship over there in Perth."
Me "Hmmm.. so wat the use of all these if i don't have a gf man.." ".. Ryan, actually if u ask me now, if i was allowed to have her back, at the price of my pilot job, i'll glady do that.."
Ryan "You're crazy man.. its only for this period of time that u will feel this way man.."
Yeah i agree with wat he said. Its most likely only for this period of time that i'll feeel like this. But guess it'll take a hell lot of time and pain to get over this stage.
Saturday, October 18, 2003
Friday, October 17, 2003
the first car i drove after i got my license was a volvo 60... that was the night i got my license.. the next car was a Suzuki Swift. I rented the car for 5 days, just b4 i enter my BMT. (my test was 6 days b4 BMT)
FOr the first day, i had alot of fun. 2nd day, had fun. 3rd day, fun 4th day no fun. 5th day, the car was parked there, but i chosed to take a cab, ignoring the swift altogether. Which was quite dumb cos the car cost me $50 a day.
WHy? cos the swift can only give me 100kph and thats all. IT was also bumpy and stuff and slow.. I SWORE that i will never ever drive one ever again in my life.
But today, i went to look at second hand cars at Automobile Magamart. Looked around, looking for a Honda EG6 VTEC.. i think i got the model wrong (the 3 doors one?). Well i found many of them. all of them were COE cars (more than 10 years) and their monthly payment was quite ok.. about 600++ a month and there were some of them that looked very sporty, and even had sunroofs. haha.. but lying on one side was a Suzuki Swift GTI. It caught my eye at first cos it didn't look like a swift. It looked damn sporty and the inside was lined with red. haha it was cheap. about 500++ a mth. Only then that i learn that this was a powerful version and it could beat an SIR anytime on the first 3 gears.. and so i considered, and here i am, going to go down for a test drive tmrw.. lol.. to think i was thinking i will never buy it just a few hours ago.. haha
FOr the first day, i had alot of fun. 2nd day, had fun. 3rd day, fun 4th day no fun. 5th day, the car was parked there, but i chosed to take a cab, ignoring the swift altogether. Which was quite dumb cos the car cost me $50 a day.
WHy? cos the swift can only give me 100kph and thats all. IT was also bumpy and stuff and slow.. I SWORE that i will never ever drive one ever again in my life.
But today, i went to look at second hand cars at Automobile Magamart. Looked around, looking for a Honda EG6 VTEC.. i think i got the model wrong (the 3 doors one?). Well i found many of them. all of them were COE cars (more than 10 years) and their monthly payment was quite ok.. about 600++ a month and there were some of them that looked very sporty, and even had sunroofs. haha.. but lying on one side was a Suzuki Swift GTI. It caught my eye at first cos it didn't look like a swift. It looked damn sporty and the inside was lined with red. haha it was cheap. about 500++ a mth. Only then that i learn that this was a powerful version and it could beat an SIR anytime on the first 3 gears.. and so i considered, and here i am, going to go down for a test drive tmrw.. lol.. to think i was thinking i will never buy it just a few hours ago.. haha
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
haha today is a good day =) i took mc today.. sigh cannot blame la.. tummy upset.. haha so spend half my day with whoelse but sarah.. thats why i'm so happy today. =) we went from school, holland v, home, then to KAP, then to Bukit timah hill to see the 15m height slide, and then to PS and then back home again.. haha =) truly a cross country ride day.. =)
hmmmmm.. "i'm singing in the rain, i'm singing in the rain!"
hmmmmm.. "i'm singing in the rain, i'm singing in the rain!"
The toyota corolla...
Although totally soft when it comes to collision with a MPV at 5km/h (mpv only suffered paint work scretch.. corolla suffered a total dent in the bumper), and although the tyres are tiny compared to the car, it is actually a very very versatile and powerful car..
Well.. firstly, it can give me speeds of up to 180km/h easily, and even at that speed, the steering controls are super stable and smooth. Compared to Kahsian's lancer and huson's hyundai and some other people's, they complain that at 120km/h+ they suffer difficulty in controlling, cos the steering wheel keeps vibrating..
And secondly, the car is very very well balanced.. When ever i'm going round a bend at high speed, such that the screeching sounds of the tyres can be heard, i notice that the sound comes from both the front and back. Unlike some cars that actually experience more back drift... and when it is wet, the car will skid on all four wheels. And mind u, skiding on all 4 wheels is actually safer than skidding on 2 wheels.. wel. dunno how 2 explain.. go try it urself first..
lala.. and so i conclude that the corolla, although might crush the moment it experiences an accident, u probably won't even experience one in the first place, cos the car has good control.. even when it is wet.. =)
Although totally soft when it comes to collision with a MPV at 5km/h (mpv only suffered paint work scretch.. corolla suffered a total dent in the bumper), and although the tyres are tiny compared to the car, it is actually a very very versatile and powerful car..
Well.. firstly, it can give me speeds of up to 180km/h easily, and even at that speed, the steering controls are super stable and smooth. Compared to Kahsian's lancer and huson's hyundai and some other people's, they complain that at 120km/h+ they suffer difficulty in controlling, cos the steering wheel keeps vibrating..
And secondly, the car is very very well balanced.. When ever i'm going round a bend at high speed, such that the screeching sounds of the tyres can be heard, i notice that the sound comes from both the front and back. Unlike some cars that actually experience more back drift... and when it is wet, the car will skid on all four wheels. And mind u, skiding on all 4 wheels is actually safer than skidding on 2 wheels.. wel. dunno how 2 explain.. go try it urself first..
lala.. and so i conclude that the corolla, although might crush the moment it experiences an accident, u probably won't even experience one in the first place, cos the car has good control.. even when it is wet.. =)
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
"well i know its hard to fix the mistake i've done.. i can't do anything about that liaoz. all i can do now is prove that i know i was wrong.. or else i'll regret the mistake i've made.. cos i've just lost the love of my life last week. u need time, i'll give u time.. but all i hope now is that at least u open up to me once again? like u used to not too long ago.."
this was what my friend told me after he send me a photo of me sarah, kahsian, pris, and kwanyi.. it perfectly summarises how i feel right now.. and he isn't a guy that i'll expect this kind of comments frm..
marc says:
so wat u think of the photo?
marc says:
ur ex pretty?
feels fast..... says:
good lor. why?
feels fast..... says:
i think she is wonderful.. why
marc says:
then why break man?
marc says:
u both look great
__________________
marc says:
becos i think u both look good together man...
marc says:
it comes in a pair boy
i hope so..
marc says:
so wat u think of the photo?
marc says:
ur ex pretty?
feels fast..... says:
good lor. why?
feels fast..... says:
i think she is wonderful.. why
marc says:
then why break man?
marc says:
u both look great
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marc says:
becos i think u both look good together man...
marc says:
it comes in a pair boy
i hope so..
once again.. its been a good day... but not a perfect day.. wished it was...
i've learnt my first guitar song! haha its a song by vertical horizon.. haha easy song for begineers... only need 6 notes.. and the strumming is god damn easy.. haha =) well i'll move on to harder songs once i perfect the changing of chords..
dropped by bishan with sarah after work. i dunno.. had a real wonderful time once again at a book store. MPH.. she read madonna's book. i thought it was crappy. i don't remember how fairy tales are supposed 2 be like. so i can't say fairy tales are crap.. haha whoops.. but little red riding hood and alice in wonderland and ... alot more.. snow white.. what i remember of them wasn't as crappy as this one here... haha well we spent 10 mins to finish the book. who needs to spend 30 on that book! well.. i understand if parents buy for kids.. haha
well.. i'm happy one the outside. and yet sad inside as well.. i'm weak at night, but strong when i'm with u.
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now
Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had
So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better
Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had
And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted
i've learnt my first guitar song! haha its a song by vertical horizon.. haha easy song for begineers... only need 6 notes.. and the strumming is god damn easy.. haha =) well i'll move on to harder songs once i perfect the changing of chords..
dropped by bishan with sarah after work. i dunno.. had a real wonderful time once again at a book store. MPH.. she read madonna's book. i thought it was crappy. i don't remember how fairy tales are supposed 2 be like. so i can't say fairy tales are crap.. haha whoops.. but little red riding hood and alice in wonderland and ... alot more.. snow white.. what i remember of them wasn't as crappy as this one here... haha well we spent 10 mins to finish the book. who needs to spend 30 on that book! well.. i understand if parents buy for kids.. haha
well.. i'm happy one the outside. and yet sad inside as well.. i'm weak at night, but strong when i'm with u.
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now
Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had
So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better
Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had
And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted
Sunday, October 12, 2003
had a really good time today with sarah =) watched movie at lido, some dance movie.. was very touching.. i think its called "time for dance" i think.. only at shaw theatres.. u wanna a sad movie? wanna see people with so much love for dance? watch this show. it's good.
after that we went around town and then to the "durain" and man.. there was so much things to do! we ate at Max brenner's and their chocolates were so YUMMY! really! Haha... it was like dinner of chocolate.. everything was chocolate.. except the plain water...
esplanade was actioned packed.. we saw this comedy trick show outside the esplanade, after that we saw someone making baloon sculptures for kids and adults alike, all for free! and that was when i realised how much i've missed. There has been so much going on at esplanade but i never bothered to find them.
Well.. many people were damn shocked that we're not together. Well.. so am i. Its like people who see us these few days in town probably think we patched. But that is only what i wish. Its wierd how come we seem "together yet not together". DOn't ask me why. Cos i'm still trying my best to make up to her. Things are more complicated than i thought. Well. guess i'll continue trying!
after that we went around town and then to the "durain" and man.. there was so much things to do! we ate at Max brenner's and their chocolates were so YUMMY! really! Haha... it was like dinner of chocolate.. everything was chocolate.. except the plain water...
esplanade was actioned packed.. we saw this comedy trick show outside the esplanade, after that we saw someone making baloon sculptures for kids and adults alike, all for free! and that was when i realised how much i've missed. There has been so much going on at esplanade but i never bothered to find them.
Well.. many people were damn shocked that we're not together. Well.. so am i. Its like people who see us these few days in town probably think we patched. But that is only what i wish. Its wierd how come we seem "together yet not together". DOn't ask me why. Cos i'm still trying my best to make up to her. Things are more complicated than i thought. Well. guess i'll continue trying!
Pehon's theory of Human relations.
Do the math.
A girl and a guy meets... 3 elements.
(good time),(love),(on each other's mind)
when
{
(good time)=yes
(love)=yes
(on each others mind)=yes
they get together!
}
else
{
they don't get together!
}
however
{
when (problems)=yes
and
(good time)=no
but
(on each other's mind)=yes
(love)=yes
they breakup!
}
HOWEVER
{
when (problem)=eliminated
and
(good time)=yes
(on each other's mind)=yes
(love)=yes
they get to gether again!!!
}
also
{
when (problem)=eliminated
and
(good time)=yes
(on each other's mind)=yes
(love)=yes
they still don't get together
}
That is in theory.. for those who don't understand, let me xplain in words
2 people meet, they finally have a good time, got love got good time, on each other's mind, they get together and become BF and GF!
But when there is a problem combined with less good time, they break up., although they still have love and still on each other's mind.
SO when the problem is somehow resolved and as a result they have good time again, they logically will get back together right? wrong. somehow it doesnt work this way...
Yes, that was a very robotic way of seeing things. But i really wonder why...
Do the math.
A girl and a guy meets... 3 elements.
(good time),(love),(on each other's mind)
when
{
(good time)=yes
(love)=yes
(on each others mind)=yes
they get together!
}
else
{
they don't get together!
}
however
{
when (problems)=yes
and
(good time)=no
but
(on each other's mind)=yes
(love)=yes
they breakup!
}
HOWEVER
{
when (problem)=eliminated
and
(good time)=yes
(on each other's mind)=yes
(love)=yes
they get to gether again!!!
}
also
{
when (problem)=eliminated
and
(good time)=yes
(on each other's mind)=yes
(love)=yes
they still don't get together
}
That is in theory.. for those who don't understand, let me xplain in words
2 people meet, they finally have a good time, got love got good time, on each other's mind, they get together and become BF and GF!
But when there is a problem combined with less good time, they break up., although they still have love and still on each other's mind.
SO when the problem is somehow resolved and as a result they have good time again, they logically will get back together right? wrong. somehow it doesnt work this way...
Yes, that was a very robotic way of seeing things. But i really wonder why...
My life is currently in a roundabout. I'll be going around and around and around until i get what i hope to get back.. =)
Had quite alot of fun yesterday.. with many people.. sarah and then the guys at night. Got home at 6 and almost lost my life by crashin the car into the tree, cos i fell asleep for a short moment... haha.. woke up just in time and turned the car and the car bounced off the curb *phew!* well.. good thing i'm still alife..
maybe if i crashed and went to hospital, that might be a catalyst to solving all my problems i have now.. haha crazy way of thinking. but sometimes i just wished i could just read the mind of girls for just a day. then i will know wat is going on in their confusing world of theirs..
Had quite alot of fun yesterday.. with many people.. sarah and then the guys at night. Got home at 6 and almost lost my life by crashin the car into the tree, cos i fell asleep for a short moment... haha.. woke up just in time and turned the car and the car bounced off the curb *phew!* well.. good thing i'm still alife..
maybe if i crashed and went to hospital, that might be a catalyst to solving all my problems i have now.. haha crazy way of thinking. but sometimes i just wished i could just read the mind of girls for just a day. then i will know wat is going on in their confusing world of theirs..
Thursday, October 09, 2003
Saturday, October 04, 2003
"aLL YoUr ComPs. ArE BeLoONg to Us!" -friendster.com
friendster is spreading! spreading like Rage! (28 days later). Its keeping everyone! even Quekie! Stuck on their computer screens! Quekie even played us out today by not wanting to come out.. wonder why....
wanna fail your exams? too much time in your hands? try friendster! you'll totally fail ur exams, and suddenly find yourself locked away in cyberspaceeee.
friendster is spreading! spreading like Rage! (28 days later). Its keeping everyone! even Quekie! Stuck on their computer screens! Quekie even played us out today by not wanting to come out.. wonder why....
wanna fail your exams? too much time in your hands? try friendster! you'll totally fail ur exams, and suddenly find yourself locked away in cyberspaceeee.
Wednesday, October 01, 2003
did anyone know that there was an alternate ending to the 28 Days Later? it only comes out after all the credit and stuff.. haha had to watch it a second time with other ppl to realise there was an alternate ending.. haha last night. the cinema was empty but 5 of us were jus sitting there like idiots, cos one of my frien claimed there was an ending. so. yeah.. ask me wat the ending was if u wanna know. don't wan 2 spoil the show for others.
Btw, i think the show was good..
Btw, i think the show was good..
i love Airforce SChool.. Not only is there nothing to do here, other than reading up some things about Pearce Training, and oso there is a computer lab here that i can just use during working hours.. haha cool right?
Basically during working hours, there trust that u will do what u are supposed to do and no supposed to do.. do i make sense? haha The things u can't do are Sleeping.. Wanking.. Going to canteen at unauthorised times.. Going to the mass at the wrong times.. Whistle at girls.. basically things we know we can't do but still do it.
And the instructors are all pilots, or were pilots. They do things very logically and for a purpose. Not like in infantry. And they're a bunch of very friendly ppl. There was once we had a bday celebration for October babies, and this big shot instructor was one of them. We sang them the original song, and then wanted 2 sing the vulgar song after that, but didn't dare to cos the instructor was there. Than another instructor led us into singing the song "WHY.....!"
"Why are u born so beautiful, oh why are u born at all! You're no FUCKING GOOD TO ANYONE..."
and the song just goes on. no he wasn't angry at all and in fact played along.. haha try having that in commandos. =)
And when u help them do stuff, they won't just dump u the stuff and don't care about u. THey'll buy u snacks like... frm outside.. like when they are on the way.. haha Poor infantry ppl.. with all the lousy instructors.. haha
Basically during working hours, there trust that u will do what u are supposed to do and no supposed to do.. do i make sense? haha The things u can't do are Sleeping.. Wanking.. Going to canteen at unauthorised times.. Going to the mass at the wrong times.. Whistle at girls.. basically things we know we can't do but still do it.
And the instructors are all pilots, or were pilots. They do things very logically and for a purpose. Not like in infantry. And they're a bunch of very friendly ppl. There was once we had a bday celebration for October babies, and this big shot instructor was one of them. We sang them the original song, and then wanted 2 sing the vulgar song after that, but didn't dare to cos the instructor was there. Than another instructor led us into singing the song "WHY.....!"
"Why are u born so beautiful, oh why are u born at all! You're no FUCKING GOOD TO ANYONE..."
and the song just goes on. no he wasn't angry at all and in fact played along.. haha try having that in commandos. =)
And when u help them do stuff, they won't just dump u the stuff and don't care about u. THey'll buy u snacks like... frm outside.. like when they are on the way.. haha Poor infantry ppl.. with all the lousy instructors.. haha